Thursday, October 22, 2009

Ever So..

As of late, every day has been sprinkled by rain. I just want a ray of sunshine to appear. Please?

Why college, why? Why do you take my dear friends. Why do you hide them from me? Consuming their time the majority of days.. Why? Susie Dumond. Why? Hannah Watson, why? Hannah Eakin.. WHY? Oh, and New York, you can have Con(alay)ly B., since she does belong there and all.. ps so do I.

That paragraph above was a glimpse of my heart and its mourning for all of you beautitful joy makers that I miss. This past summer was oh so grand, and I realize that now. I always realize too late. Please smile today. I am really trying to at school.. and let me tell you, it's hard. I would rather be singing, or writing, walking down the streets of Chicago, sipping coffee in New York City, picking flowers in a beautiful sundress.. lol. wouldnt we all.? Oh, and I'd rather have Disney princess hair.. that too..

Oh, by the way today is my bithday. Yes, one year away from being "on my own", and legal and lots of other things that kinda sorta scare me. I am here none the less, and ready for this new year! I am 17. October 22, 2009, hello.