Trust.Love.Grace.

What is trust? I think I give it to a lot of people and don't even know that I am. It's just an unconscious act I do, and I guess the reason would be that fact that I haven't been badly bruised by someone abusing my trust. It's pretty vital to have between people.

I want to make a lot of things habit in my life.
For instance:

-Constantly re-evaluating where my eyes are.. are they on me? Because if so, none of my true goals in life will be fulfilled because I'll be too worried if everyone likes me, or if there's something on my face.

-Am I extended true love and grace to others? Pure love (definition 1 Cor. 13) is rare to attain, but life is so much sweeter when I stop acting jealous, or in-patient, and just listen and breathe. True grace's best example is Christ, and I just need to learn daily what it means to forgive and forget. He says he cast our sin as far as the east is to the west.. and He tells me to strive to be in Him and become more like Him. Am I tossing my hurts from other people as far as the east is to the west? Or am I clutching onto them, ready to throw it at them adding tears and built up pain since the action was first committed. I don't want to be held back in life by things I can't over. Give me your eyes and let me forget. Let me love.

-Am I really giving you everything? When I try and hold onto certain parts of my life, everything starts to spiral downwards. Because I am in control. And what do I know? I don't know what is best for me. You are the one who created me and loves me more than the clouds gently floating throughout throughout an overcast day. You breathed my breathe in me... I want you to have every part of my life, because you are good, you are righteous, and you know best.


i love you Lord.


I want your true love -- because that will never fail.


4Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. 6Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. 7It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

8Love never fails.

obsessed.

WITH GLEE


how sad though.. ? Because the episodes can be quite... interesting.. I love the music. and the cast . wow.


I wanna be on this show.

I am constantly listening to Endless Love, Taking Chances, or Gold Digger... yes.

and if you really wanna laugh, just listen to (you're)Having my baby .. it's quite hilarious!

I hope all of you are doing GREAT.


cev.

Picture Blog:

Once again here we go with the pictures!






That is Caiden and Cammie -- family friends in L.A.

This blog has just begun i will be back later to make it betteR! hah!

I've never been here...

What are you up to?

I am in a sunny land shaking hands.

How do you like it out there?

It's a little.. dry.. and I drink endless bottles and plastic cups full of water but still seem dehydrated.

Is anything difficult happening?

Yes, missing people and confused by all the highways.

Is there anything you need?

200 hours of sleep, the ocean to be warm, and a hug from Bobby Banister.

Are you making this quiz up?

Yes.

Would you move out here?

If God told me to. Wherever He starts opening doors and it seems I should walk through them, I will go.

Why would you not move out to L.A.

Well, the singing side of things can take place from LR, Nashville, ... Anywhere. But, the acting side of things would have to happen in L.A. So, my dream being Glee, I would have to pack my bags and fold my dresses, catch a plane to here.

Are you feeling confused?

Feeling confused is wonderful though, because I am so at peace with the fact that God will show me what to do. He will make clear where I am supposed to go, or which managers I need to really think about going with. So being confused is great because He will always show up.

What is your dearest verse as of late?

Proverbs 3.3 - Let love and faithfulness never leave you. Bind them around your neck, write them on the tablets of your heart.

That verse is becoming so vital in my everyday. I read scripture, pray and tell God the intricate details of my lately, and finish with that beautiful verse. How alluring are the words -- they paint a picture and I adore that picture. Lord you are such a graceful writer.


Thank you for reading this interesting blog. I know it was different in the way I talked to all of you.. but I just felt like doing that hah! Have a great day... !!

Soon-Cev


ps the title is deeper than investigating the new free ways ...