Trust.Love.Grace.

What is trust? I think I give it to a lot of people and don't even know that I am. It's just an unconscious act I do, and I guess the reason would be that fact that I haven't been badly bruised by someone abusing my trust. It's pretty vital to have between people.

I want to make a lot of things habit in my life.
For instance:

-Constantly re-evaluating where my eyes are.. are they on me? Because if so, none of my true goals in life will be fulfilled because I'll be too worried if everyone likes me, or if there's something on my face.

-Am I extended true love and grace to others? Pure love (definition 1 Cor. 13) is rare to attain, but life is so much sweeter when I stop acting jealous, or in-patient, and just listen and breathe. True grace's best example is Christ, and I just need to learn daily what it means to forgive and forget. He says he cast our sin as far as the east is to the west.. and He tells me to strive to be in Him and become more like Him. Am I tossing my hurts from other people as far as the east is to the west? Or am I clutching onto them, ready to throw it at them adding tears and built up pain since the action was first committed. I don't want to be held back in life by things I can't over. Give me your eyes and let me forget. Let me love.

-Am I really giving you everything? When I try and hold onto certain parts of my life, everything starts to spiral downwards. Because I am in control. And what do I know? I don't know what is best for me. You are the one who created me and loves me more than the clouds gently floating throughout throughout an overcast day. You breathed my breathe in me... I want you to have every part of my life, because you are good, you are righteous, and you know best.


i love you Lord.


I want your true love -- because that will never fail.


4Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. 6Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. 7It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

8Love never fails.